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| So I guess I have been feeling this for a while now.. yeah it is super strong and it pains me..
I am leaving....
That is right I am going back to my old xanga site... www.xanga.com/destined_to_game
Rain and Sam were right when they said that name fits me best! | | |
| Huzzaahhh.. I feel better. I was a bit sick my stomach when I woke up but guess what now? Yeap that is right I now feel better, not to my old stuff, but better. I have a test to study for tonight so I am burning my R.a.W. remix cd. It is another Ocremix Cd. So I am happy about this. I am going to through this on and do homework!
R.a.W. Rest and Wakening | | |
| Alright I must offically say this has been one of the worse days I have had in a really long time. I have tried through out the day to bring myself back up but just don't seem to be able to do so. I seem to be at a low that just can't be raised at all. I was biking and wished I was back in Hammond and at my mom's. Truly, at that point I realized how bad things are. To long to be back at my mom's, the one place I hate most of all, I know that my emotional, psychological, and physical well-being at this time is really bad. So I don't know what I am going to do. I am blasting Coheed and Cambria on my headphones at this point and time. Wish I got to go, but didn't......
Meh Whatever! | | |
| Alright so I have finally calmed down. Yay!!! Teen Titans. Wow I really do love that show and I have missed it so much. But yes I have finally calmed down, which is really awesome because I was making myself really sick with the amount of rage I was feeling.
So yes I didn't get to go to Coheed and Cambria, which has most deffently left me feeling rather low. Which can be seen on the post that preceeds this one. I honestly miss my friends from SXU, no offense to Steve and Doug. But this campus is so dead.
But tonight meant alot to me really:
1) Rain got me into Coheed and Cambria in about January, got heavily into them about March, I listened to In Keeping Silent Secrets Earth 3, a whole lot, and most of you know this was an extremely hard summer for me. So the CD has become a symbol of my summer.
2) I was going to be able to hang out with my friends. Yes I was going to actually be able to hang out again. Which I have been missing a whole lot. So that is gone.
3) This campus is so dead and finding something really fun to do is impossible outside of Date Night. So actually getting off of campus would have been a blast
What got the most pissed off.. I WAS WAITING AROUND!! I hate waiting around, here I was waiting around for someone to show up and they never did and still haven't so I am pissed off about that. I hate this, dude I waited for an hour and half make excuse after excuse. So yeah that fuckin sucked. They never got back to me about anything either. Fuck! | | |
| FUCKING A THERE IS NEVER A DAMN THING THAT I TRULY WANT OUTSIDE OF COMING HERE THAT IS GOING TO COME TRUE. YEAH COHEED AND CAMBRIA TONIGHT WAS SUPPOSE TO GO AND NOW LOOK WHERE I FUCKING AM. ON THIS BORING PEACE OF SHIT CAMPUS. DUDE WHAT THE FUCK GOES ON HERE. SHIT MAN I HAD MORE FUN AT SXU DOING NERDY THINGS. HAVEN'T YOU GUYS HEARD OF DOING THEM. SO YEAH I AM LIKE STEVE DEPRESSED AND THIS CAMPUS REALLY FUCKING SUCKS.
ALSO WHY THE FUCK DO I TRUST THINGS. I KNEW THAT THIS WAS NOT GOING TO WORK OUT. I JUST KNEW IT WILL ALL MY HEART IT ALWAYS HAPPENS. I MEAN FUCKING ALWAYS. IT IS A FUCKING STUPID PIECE OF DAMN SHIT THAT FUCKS COWS UP THERE FUCKING ASSES. OH YEAH IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE FUCKING CUSSING WELL TO DAMN FUCKING BAD. GET OUT OF YOUR LITTLE BUBBLE AND REALIZE THIS IS HOW IT WORKS. I AM BEYOND PISSED OFF AND YOU KNOW FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NOW. EXPECT A FEW, SXU PEEPS AND LORI, AND THE ROOMIES! | | |
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